Su-E

开始觉得你真的很忙。有时候，我只能远远的看着你…良，我知道，我真的知道你很忙。你已经再也没有时间给我了。我的心情即开心又矛盾….想看见你成功，又想你抽时间陪我…我在挣扎着！

我已经不会对你发脾气了！也不想在你忙的时候增加你心理上的负担。我会尽量把自己扮的漂亮，好让你不对我厌倦…然而，你又有多少时间望我，欣赏我……观察我呢？

这些年以来我们一起盼望的不就是这些吗？为什么当它出现时，我又这么矛盾？是我要求太多，还是我了解得太少？无论如何，现在的心情就是如此…如此的狭窄。希望时间能帮助我，让我适应…现在…未来…永远…。

yesterday i ate sushi. That is my favorite, so i like it…somemore gt my bestfriend accompany me …he talk with me, laugh with me, and ate with me, all this make me happy with my sushi..i wont forget forever…..friend,thank you.

suddenly got nothing to do!!! after finish the life in the "hell" (exam
) i feel i back to heavan now hahah.i wan to find something to do lar,smthing i like to do…..hmmm, actually i oso duno what i like

My fren say i got no demand in my life, they say if like tat life will become no standard. this make me scare, because i m no standard. when i really think abaout it,i feel i really got no any demand on anything(material). i juz wan everything go smooth..that is all

they say i like to do something because of other,that is no good! but i feel nothing wrong wo.they say i never follow what i want in my heart. i feel is not "never follow" but juz duno what decision to make, so follow other people lo, as long as no hurd any1 n every1 feel happy..what u think?

haiz! life really difficult….do this oso wrong, do that oso wrong…