Dec 14th, 2007
on the way back to penang
I can’t describe my feeling wordy. On the way, I look around from the bus, just like saying goodbye to my pass. The pictures of our time keep on repeating in my mind…yes, very hard to forget. I wish I have amnesia….! I not willing to say goodbye…but I need to do tat.
Things in life always make us feel difficult….I heard from someone:” it is a challenge”. For me, I need to accept those things I not willing to accept, need to forget things tat I not willing to, need to hurt someone who I love most….i m sorry. How pain am I, when I need to do what I suppose to do. I can’t to be selfish; I need to think for them…. However, I noe all this make my life complete, help me out in everything.
looking at the sea on penang bridge, i tell myself :" see, the ocean is big enuf, u r juz a dot on it, so dun so mind bout thing happen in u, let it be ok….many other thing more important than tat." i hope i can go through soon…
In the future I hope to see all things go on smoothly, hope to see u happy…hope u remember me.
ya.. i agree with u.. life is to challenge.. tat y call ‘LIFE’..
i noe u can overcome your problem.. hope that u will always be happy..
wish u…
remember the bookmark u gave me?
if not…never was…
but i think you deserve better…
u dun have to feel guilty…is not your fault…we know you tried very hard…
i think you can rightly take it as a relief of your burden…
now that you don’t have “unser Traum”…
you can start to think and pursue “mein Traum”…
thx very much for being our host…a wonderful trip…lucky i decided to join…althou the combination is a bit weird lar…hehe…