yesterday, my house ah lut ask me about this question…this make me take some time to answer him.i start to flash back how and what i expect before i come to penang…i actually have my university life planned when i come here. there is nothing much i want to do beside studying, get my degree and live as normal student…
But, surprisingly thing never happen in the way i think.initially, everything turn out very smoothly, i experience my distance love with all the sweet letter with him….first thing make me surprise was i get the best actor in banglo stay….then some of them start to call me "tai ka che" and i was chosen to be the chinese representative..
next, i have all my schedule in university planned, and things go as planned during my first and second year. second year, the year i work very hard, dunno y, may be because the senior scare us about the antibiotic…i have my lovely family formed first time in university, they treat me as kid, cook for me..look after me…make and teach all those women thing to me….coz they feel i m still not qualified to be a good women….haha. there are something important and interesting happen after this…my life start to fill with pain and sad…..
before entering to 3rd year, i noe somebody who i like and respect most and i admire them so much…the way they talk to me make me feel i have found somebody that have the same running of mindset with me…thanks God for this. 3rd year, i never hope to have any change in this uni life, coz i m type of person that will satisfied easily. for me, life is very simple before i experience all the story happen in me..
my life… start to be unexpected as what i planned. many extra thing start to enter my life..this actually make me very scare of changes around me… however, if u were chosen, u cant run away….his soul not with me anymore, i can sence that…thing started to change..quarel, forget, distance make all things worse..finally it break. more n more unexpected story happen…..fortunately, i found my new dear- a xian as my new gf.
of course, those unhappy 1 dun say too much, let me go to my happy 1. one of the special thing in university is staying with my worm who called "ah lut". we live togather "liver bile shine at each other".. with him, i can have all my style (bad or good) comfortable. from starting, we always talk about study and we always brainstorm each other mind. he is so special that the way he think was very differently to other. this sem, most of the time v play play.. he can recognise my life style already…in short, is realy something special to stay with this psikiatrik patient (ah Lut)….haha. Now he is going down to tapao for me.. thanks ah lut. Aiyo!! i need to stop la, coz ah lut wana study liao, i canot loose to him….
so…ranita!!! this blog i think u can understand..haha
