Archive for July, 2008

suyi15

Be aware of who u r…

there are 3 parties. one day A & B quarel…

A: hey..hw dare u challenge me?? i will giv u some color!!!

B: come lah! i not scare…coz i still have C to protect me.

in this situation B go n find C to get protection. and at the same time A go n tell C,

A: Can u pls let B settle himself? as u can see, B always find u to get protection but he never ever initiate to protect u. if u will friends with me, i will giv u protection whenever u need me…

friends, can u recognise who u r in this situation? are we B that somehow there is someone always stay bside us n be with us, but yet we tends to forget his/her existence(C)?

we may be in different role at different time… sometime we r B that we might ignore those who really threre for us (general example is our parent), sometime we r C that giving out ourself to those who are not cherish us at all…..

things i would like to deliver is that dont ever be ‘B" that ignore those important to u, but is up to u to choose A or C as urself.

Reference

1.Mr Lim Ming Teng…he told me this story on the day we celebrating our friend birthday without the friend existence with us…haha.

suyi15

i like this song

thYou ask me if I love you And

I choke on my reply

I’d rather hurt you honestly

Than mislead you with a lie

And who am I to judge you

On what you say or do?

I’m only just beginning

To see the real you

(Chorus:) And sometimes when we touch

The honesty’s too much

And I have to close my eyes and hide

I wanna hold you ’til I die

‘Til we both break down and cry

I wanna hold you ’til the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy

Leaves me battling with my pride

But, through the insecurity

Some tenderness survives

I’m just another writer

Still trapped within my truths

A hesitant prizefighter Still trapped within my youth (Repeat chorus)

(Bridge:) At times, I’d like to break you

And drive you to your knees

At times, I’d like to break through

And hold you endlessly

At times, I understand you

And I know how hard you’ve tried

I’ve watched while love commands you

And I’ve watched love pass you by

At times, I think we’re drifters

Still searching for a friend

A brother or a sister

But then the passion flares again

*is there any1 can sing with me????

suyi15

Feeling of the day

i should say…this whole day..many thing happened. those things happened to me should all influence me….but i juz felt the unnecessary one as the heaviest. Yes, it influence me..make me sad..make me felt that i m in a fool. i try not to care much on those thing, but somehow when i trying to do that, it seem more and more important, keep present and fly infront of me… Is dificult for me..really!

by talking to me gf…i’ll feel more relax. Hope to be myself soon. those foolish thing please stay away from me… i pray… hoping that i can achieve what i would like to be… TO BE HUMINITY