there are somebody who like to make the world dark…who like to make things difficult…who like to turn the atmosphere into numb.. i wonder why they are like that?!
why cant we give a wish to other …give a warmth smile to the people surounding us, a feeling of happiness or a feel of release? have you ever try to stand out from the box u stay all this while to view what u have done on ppl around u, including those u love and those u hate?
we are alwaz being blind by our emotion..it bring us to the dark, to the sad and sorrow, and to the end of happiness…facing such a person what we shud do? somethine u may ask :"Am i born to swallow all his/her temper? his/her unstable emotion?". honestly, i do try ways to face them. To b positively talk to them so that they wont get themselves into a numb situation. Tell them a joke to make their day amaze with ur humours. lastly, i found the most effective way… dumb urself! listen to whatever they would like to deliver..
but note, if u r the person who darken ur world, darken the ur surounding, can u ever see it? will u notice urself? whenever u feel angry or feeling in bad mood….take a deep breath, count on urself 1,2,3,4,5,6……..10…if u still haven cool down then continue to count til u can stay in peace.
tonight..i silent coz i face it.
i went for toastmaster meeting..to looking for something that can amaze my day.
from one speaker to another, he really impress me alot. A senior toastmaster, Ram Nair with the topic of- A book of life.
life is like a book…some have their book thick and some have their book thin..how about pages of ur book?
pages of him- 31 he gt married, and continue his carer. his wife conceive..they were waiting for the moment of their first love baby. the moment come, he was waiting…nervous and happily at the same time….suddenly some 1 came out n say:"is a girl" . He was so happy as he alwaz hope to have a daugter. after a few second, they run out and told :"the baby pass away". his feeling sudenly fell from heaven meanwhile worry about his beloved 1 who was stil in anestesia. he was really shocked and cant imagine how it goin to be when his wife regain conciousness……listen to his speech until here, i feel sad n sorry to hear…looking at his watery eye, i dumb.
"however, life still need to be carry on, i manage to get another child in years later"he said.
We will experience the pain of life…with the pain of life u will either get bitter or better of it, it depend how u will carry urself. To pain, the more u put urself into it, the more u will get from it.
to add on, there are more and more ppl who are unlucky. do not feel simphatic at urself, but to others….to b simphathic at urself u will try to demand from other but not to giving out..let ur empathy that flow in u shower to other , to those ppl really need that. do not blame other, do not blame the world…..i just want to share with you…because i feel i m lucky enuf to b myself…try to watch this amazing women! she make me open up my eye to the other part of the world, http://www.elegantbay.com/main/amazingwoman.htm
finally i attend my convocation on 14th ogos.. through out this uni life there are many ppl i would like to say thanks to….they are:
- of course is my parent who bring me up with a very good atmosphere of family- Mak Yin Moy and Chan Kim Bock. without any pressure from them only i can do well in my study.
- my sibling ( 6 of them, ko, jie,erge, erjie, mei, boy ). with them only i learn about how to stay with different character of person, how to quarel, how to tolerate, how to improve….thanks my elder bro who present me sunflower.
- my relative, especially giv me the motivation of study (third , forth uncle). thanks for the present from-third,forth uncles n auntie.
- my lovely form six physic Sir- Mr Wee Choi Chiang. he is the one who ask me to join usm pharmacy although he teach me physics….. i also duno why…but he say coz i suit medical line.
- my exboy-friend: Leong. although v could not continue the journey of life togather, but through out this uni life, he is some1 that always comfort me, somehow gave me the will to workhard in my study…with his will power in his career, the sence of hardwork also inculcate in my mind unconciously. thanks for the convo flower, i like it so much!
- my friends in melacca. thanks for accompany me during every semester break from usm. so many of them….shell fen, jolyn, lek koon, sauloong, chee ling, theng, quek, boon siang, pengswee, khai lin, ching wei, jenny, peijiun, ah xian, xin wei, wang dog, guo qiang…and so on….
- my lovely ex-hsemate..who cook for me…look after me…laugh with me,talk with me even cry with me. sook mei, shieh chin, ai ting, jesslyn, rebecca.
- ching wey and ah tech for helping my family drive to and back from penang.
- my foster family - khian beng (some1 who influence my perspektif of life so much), khian chiew (some 1 so caring), ailing (giv out silently), n parent
- clerkship group B members
- those sampat with me before….and giv coorperation in successing every of my project.
- USM pharmacy lecturers.
- mingteng’s father and mother- thanks for the lunch and breakfast…and ur kind heart that welcome us to ur hse.
- my gangz in USM:
- weisun - little angle, always gave me advise, solve my inquiry about religious, talk to me ev end of the sem. i treasure alot
- ranita- some1 who have almost the same character with me..like to laugh, talk nonsense..
- soon yee - alwaz share events with me..sleep togather (??! ahah) and discus personal things.
- mingteng - he is so special until i duno how to describe him. but i would like to thanks him for so considerate, helpful (include the effort u help me bring my kancil back, the petrol u bring me around island, the time u spend with me, the friends-huairen n yi farn u introduce to me) and his give in to me. i found that we are so ngam, can talk using eye..haha…means understand btwn us.
- soon cien - b his fren since first year…but he cant remember !thanks for helpin me to create hotmail account, comfort me whn i was down n sad.. he giv me a memorable uni life…coz he like to quarel with me…..he so cool sometime, make ppl scare on him! though he get such an impression from me, he is stil my best friend.
- yap - a type of person that dificult to find anymore. he so serious in things he do. overall very nice person
- MP - chinese rep…best actor….have a leadership quality. but sometime will argue with ppl.. hehe..if he argue, i will also argue with him….v fight!!! haha. i very respect his way of facing thing, so confident and also so confirm in what he want. thanks also for bring us wat nga choi kai, and help me bring the kancil back.
- tauyan - a camera shy guy.. help me alot in biology subject whenever i have doubt.
- kok seong - haha this is soon yee good friend… v alwaz ask him to b with soon yee…haha
- huan heat - my lab partner, alwaz do report for me, sing with me in the lab, he make the lab life happy n relax..thanks ya huan keat.
so many to thanks , if i left out anyone i apologise first. or u can leave me a coment to remind me..
i’m giving my faithful thanks and appreciation to you
i hope that the warmth behind my thanks will bring a wonderful message to your heart.
i hope u will know that you’re in my thought and my memories
thanks you all for the sunny moments that brightening up part of my life. Best wishes!
- Sam Chan Siok Yee_
