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yesterday was the world alert date for global warming and we were asked to off the lights. I respect those who really did it yesterday, and would like to pay a vry high gratitude to the person who start the idea. we have done that successfully. Not only that, the meaning behind the action were also appreciated.

1) some of the people out there said: “if i am aware of, them i no need to do that , because it is just a awareness action.”

–>let me voice my opinion here. Although we aware, as  part of the world i still strongly feel that we need to do that. if each of us off the lights, we will contribute to the darkness being created. then those ppl who are nt alert will also be influenced by the darkness night! Somehow we could also help arise the awareness to people we not recognise…although it is just 0.0001%.

2) some say: ” i dont think this is a benefit action, if we want to save the earth, we should do it everyday, not just that hour!”

–> i feel disapointed to the person who said this, somemore she is a profession. i agree if we want to recycle, to save the earth, it must be done everyday, since u say need to be everyday, why dont u also off for this one hour, is also part of everyday?!! why u want to fight for the difference opinions? if other do not do that everyday, but atleast they wil do for just this one hour, it is better than nothing!

3) some said:”why i should off, i am sure the hospital not off the lights and also u see, the roadside lamp is on! u see, the people opposite still on their light!”

–>yes, not everyone will follow. especially hospital, the patients need the current for their disease management, lamp roadside is for safety purpose! that is why if we could, we must off it to reserve the rest for those who really need it or for the time when desperate on it! Doesnt mean that other people nt obey, then we must followtheir step, if we already recognise and weigh the pros and cons.

4) some said:” do u think it really make a changes? it really save the earth? is it significant? you are a science student u should know how seroius the condition now and how to weigh the significant, the P value is definitely > 0.05, which mean not significant at all!!”

–> no matter how serious now, as for me, everyone of us can make a changes. you n me can contribute, although not significant. The P value is just to measure something in group. to those that ur mindset is same as the person number 4, i would like to ask u something. if u think it is not significant, then u can just ignore ur love one if he/she died. it is because the world so big, the population so huge, if died one or two sure not making any difference to the world population, it is not significant at all! dont u feel what I mentioned above was too much?! let think for other people, but not only your own self:) sorry if offended.

this is what in my mind all the while. i understand that there is something unavoidable, we can just try our best and reserve some for those unavoidable one right?! if u forget, dont worry, keep trying, we will reach the success one day…everything come our own single heart, so, you are very significance. let’s LOVE !

-Sam-

I don’t know but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you’ll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn somethng new
Everyday I love you
‘Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don’t you know that I do)
And you’ll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It’s a touch when I feel bad
It’s a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you boy
Everyday I love you
‘Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don’t you know that I do)
And you’ll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we’re the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I’ll give you my best
Everyday I love you

i have a nice drama acompany me through the weekend holiday. it is named- the little nyonya. i have learn alot about the source of our ancestor. hehe…coz i also inherit baba’s blood. i have learned the culture on baba & nyonya, and start to admire the nyonya look and their ability in managing their house and family.

from the drama, may b most of u may think that how great the nyonya are, how tough she go through….and how bad, how ego and how those old nyonya were before the japanese invade the life of baba & Nyonya. but one more i realise, how useless a men can be, how selfish they are and how weak of them in controling their own body!! this point may b neglected bcoz their role are not that extremely shown, but all their bad qualities were actually source of all the unfortunate consequences.

if were to explain it, may b it take me a vy long page. So i will just suggest you to enjoy it yourself, learn it your own and digest it as source of your life’s lesson. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GErrCpysark

it has been a long time i hardly find a feeling to write on something. One of my friend told me, ” siok yee, ur just like me, i used to write sentimental things in blog, but when i really go trough those suffering time, been sad sorrrow, cry, and now standing up, i found that i no longer like to blogging. U r the previous ME!” when he told me that i do not believe. it is because i stil blogging when i suffer and sad. but recently i notice what he said have really happened one by one in me.

i do not know why. in this few months time, after i stand up and get out from my sad world, although i have plenty to say, much feel to share, somehow, everytime i sat down and start to blog it….after few sentences, i will juz backspace and tell myself “forget about it”. i like to talk i like to share, this is not ME to keep quite.

i think i have a different perspective in life now. really different, is that the best way? yet, i do not know as well.

this is a down day for me. somehow there is some power that made me sad today….i am very clear that no outsider strength that stress me, but myself. today is a busy day. i walked along the corridor of hospital toward cafe..with the feeling..there was somebody noticed me in down mood. he came to me, talk to me, the will to comfort me was there, i can sense it. i really appreciate him, although a brief talk, he really touch my feeling..!

i always believe that as long as we think positively, we could change the environment and also the result. things in life not always turn out to be the shape desired. it is something unpredictable and try to challenge us. here, we learn, we grow and we really in life!

one of my friend told me that she was scolded. she feel inferior whenever looking at the person and she told me that person is always being respected because of the achivement. Frankly speaking, it is nothing so special about achievement that she mentioned. a true success is a dynamic process. it is not due to an event or awards. all this recognition is just an encouragement for futher progress in life. besides, it is very important to learn as a whole. As a whole here is mean that we are not only strive to be the best but instill good attitudes and personalities are every crucial as well.

although i was sad and down today, there are friends around me that care about me. a short simple message could switch my mood, a brief talk could release me from tension…from bad to ok, ok to good, good to happy, happy to blessing…thank you!